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I have not got anything of interest to others to pass on today. I am in a strange mood. I think that today I will devote to understanding Paul, the apostle. He is the most alluring real man I know of. Ooops, I ended a sentance with a preposition.

So, what is up? My older kids will be here tonight, and for that I am so thankful, and pensive.

I just cannot shake an idea, which suggests it is either true or important. But, I fail to see anything with regards to me as important so I lean toward true, but I put my nose in a book to avoid my own thoughts. Afterall, I know that I was commanded to be a student of the scriptures and to let those precepts and doctrines influence me, so there is no question as to if that is good.

Oh yeah! I recently got this tip from a random source: God is peace, and Satan can imitate many things but he cannot imitate peace. So, I can use that sure thing to judge other unsure things. Is this influence peaceful and happy. Lol, funny thoughts just pop into my head. I thought, well, my kids are definetly devil spawn then, they do not cause peace at all. I am not that foolish, it was just a quick funny thought. I need to nurture and develop peaceable attitudes. I know that the natural, unwise man is an enemy to God, but isn't is strange that God would create an enemy? But, I guess that is where Love comes in. It is needed as much as an opposite. We can over one with love.

Ah hah! That explains what has felt so wrong, though I could not understand it. I foolishly believed the words that someone loved me when, the evidence says otherwise. I feel 100% certain that Love gives us the power to overcome, so if that is true, or a brick in my building of truth, than to fit anything else on that building, it,must agree.

If love is the power to overcome. It needs something to overcome, and if it doesn't accomplish anything it wasn't love.

I might go back to sleep for a while. Sleep is peaceful and all :)