it's too late

Tonight, I came to the most solid conclusions ever,  summed up? There was a time, but it has passed, and it is too late. I have refused the admission.

It is time to write those letters to my.children, and I see now that no matter my fate or suffering, my eternal life is of more concern thatn a brief comfortable mortal life. I don't care what my situation might be degenerated to. Everyone must seek that goal of peace, I don't know where mine is, but I know where it is not.

It just took me a bit longer to grow up, but now that I have I must live according to my conscience. I have a lot of repententing to do but, make no mistake, my desire is to do what is,best, only I was given a strange peek into how differently things are percieved forever, and I promise to live so that when the time comes that I join my ancestors they will be proud of my life and choices, not just feel.sorry and speak.about what could have happened.

I wanted to just say that it was too late in a sentance and leave it at that.

November 2012

today I got the nudge I was seeking. Go and do something of consequence, each act of service will build on another building a fine charachter and mothers feel like they can't do as much because they are tied down. but it was suggested that they realize that it is of most worth and service to raise goo children. That was my aswer. not what I want to do, but what I ought to do.

True Love

Simply put, I can honestly say this in words and never fear any implication. I am in love,and I now what it is.

I Love Jesus Christ and would prove it if required, but that is not the point. I just entirely feel in love. The more I learn the more I love.