Potential was like a cloud, that I watched and considered it pretty, but it floated away the closer I drew.
Now, Realizing that giving up was not an option I have a whole lot of catching up to do to ever be considered fit enough to deserve or be equally yoked to my potential.
It is possible... Oh, How funny I must seem, er change that to amusing, to omniscient persons. If my life were ever understood there would be a whole lot of voice overs to include thoughts cause they help the plot along.
Fortunately, my movie is an interactive one and the audience knows the outcome already, I am the only one who doesn't it seems sometimes.
I wanted to say a bit about how I rewatch things nearly incessantly if I like them. It is part of the reason I like them. Each rewatch I bring a different mindset to the viewing and see different things. Which thing was intended? Yes.
I am slowly grasping the concept Brandall explained years ago. The key to being understood is in not saying everything. The best example was music videos. He seemed to get them, but I struggled. He explained that it is not seeing a naked girl that expresses anything, but hinting. Then I noticed how movies that are the best only show enough to make you curious.
I was also taking a new approach to making videos. Instead of looking for a video to express what I thought was said by the song. I found a video that said something I liked and put various music to it, and watched it change both could say so much more together because they were not tied down to some preset meaning, to me.
Ah, just part of my zooming through states of existing until I mature enough to Match my potential, which is my real goal, not being something other than the perfectly intended me.
