Fourth of July

We had a family reunion in Atlanta. It was so nice to be with my parents, siblings, neices and nephews, but mostly my entire family all 5 children.

It was a very long trip. We were going by plane, but ended up unable to buy a flight so we drove.

It has been uncomfortably hot. I know that I must take the children and move to Mississippi. My parents are moving into my grandparents home in Florida. So, the plan is to rent their home from them so that I can be closer to the older kids, too.

There is a piano and a pool. But, I think it will be in October because I have to be an usher for the Ogden Temple Openhouse on August 12. I could just find a substitute though. But, I do not have the funds yet. I want to use birthday money. I would like to learn to drive well again, too, and hopefully I can afford a car, with my mom to watch the kids I can likely get a good job and eventually afford day care or babysitting. Nick just said that he wanted to think as he would not give his opinion. So, I prayed figuring if it was to ever be I would have to do it myself. He just gives excuses and keeps me hanging on and unable to ever do anything. No more. I got a sure answer that I will go, as of yet I don't know when. It is like last year, I prayed and got the answer that I should go but then I talked to Nick and as usual he never decides unless forced and I will not force him, but I am sick of being tied to a sinking rock. I know what to do and anyone else who prays will get the same answer.

This week we will get fireworks again! Or maybe not, I don't know what Nick has in mind, he never says, even if you ask.